But now my only star is falling.

Koped from Reena's blog!

No more MG D: I think the CIP trip managed to bond us. Someone donated their dead rabbit for recycling, and someone hid a chopper in a stack of newspapers -.-

I'll get to know my classes tomorrow! I hope Jacelyn's in the same class as I am. So I won't be the emo freak again ):

Not gonna replace H2 Art with China Studies, simply cos CSE is more revelant- albeit harder to study :| I hope I won't regret it!

P.S.: I am still unable to exchange my uniform! -.-

I miss Cherie Chin ): I'm so lonerish in my OG, cos I've just been talking to whoever who happens to sit next to me. So I don't really stick to anyone, and now the girls are pretty much cliqued up already. Thank God Roger's in my group -.-

I sent this to Cherie: Cherie wanna go toilet with me? The talk's boring. I miss die you ):

DAMN SIAN LUH. I've been with her and only her for 1.5 years I think. Like I spent the bulk of my school hours with her. Sucks ttm ): I've to go to camp without you!

And would you believe it? I miss Kimchee Cho Hyung Jin too. I was looking for someone to walk down to the bus stop with me and I immediately thought of him. Alas, he has already moved ): Kimchee has been bullying/ tormenting me almost every single day of the 2 years we were classmates. We broke a window in sec2. From then on, we became soul fighters. Fighting everytime we see each other. Now I have no one left to kick ):

I remember when I had to keep my nails long just to defend myself from him. (P.S.: yes I know! Those fingernail marks are cute :D) I don't have anyone to crap along with him. Kimchee is the master of crap!

He went to my school on Friday, and oh man. I missed that vegetable so much ): That I started hitting him once I met him.

(11:40 PM) HYUNG JIN: LOLS. I miss you hitting me because noone whacks ke here! HAHA

(11:42 PM) Sheryl: ):

(11:42 PM) HYUNG JIN: See la. Nvr treat me well while I was in school.

(11:43 PM) HYUNG JIN: We can study tgt anyway what. AND it's only the 2nd day

(11:43 PM) Sheryl: IF I TREATED YOU WELL

I WONT MISS YOU

I BET YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO HAHAHAHHA

Better not have other alien babies at CJ hor, you kimchee!

I remember waking up on Thursday, and the first thing I did was to chasten myself. 545am every morning. WTH WAS I THINKING?

No Shermin waiting outside at the lobby to go to school together.

Didn't walk to the canteen to tcss with the gang.

Didn't walk to the parade square, critiquing all our juniors. Or just making fun of each other.

Didn't smile at Cherie, and smack HJ while queueing up for morning assembly.

Instead I went to school alone, emoing all the way T^T

Met up with Alan, saw Cynthia, Tongwei, and Jimmy.

Tried to look for Fred.

Saw Zhiqi, and she's the OGL for the group next to mine!

Was a loner, and just lived cos I was lucky enough to have friendly people sitting next to me.

I'll miss Miss Tay's emotionless face as she does her rounds and sends people out of class.

I'll miss Mr Chun sexy sweaty back. LOL.

Mdm Yaw's: Young man young ladyy. What does the Cambridge report say? .... That means every Jill jean and Ginny in Singapore got it right!

Schools like RI, Hwa Chong are Manchester United. And what are we? Tampines Rovers!

I'll miss freaking out and walking the other way whenever I see Aura. NOT. I swear she can star in some horror flick.

This post is really long.

I just sinned. I ate 2 digestive biscuits at 2:30AM. Feeling guilty(and bloated) ttm now. Moreover, I didn't gym today.

Gettyimages.

From PostSecret

Gymmed last night, and a Jaebum lookalike entered when I was almost done. His card wasn't working, so I had to help him open the door. And my first reaction was O.O

I'm gonna start gymming every Saturday night from now on!

Doodled just for Jeremy.Y!  Thanks for the post :D *melts into a puddle*

Went out with The Twinnie today, and she lost her phone- again. The first time she lost it she was with me as well, and she walked into KFC, twirling her phone and noticed a certain guy and only realised she lost her phone after we were done watching a movie.

So today, she was twirling her phone again. While walking. And before that she was talking about another certain guy. Then I think she put it in her bag and was pickpocketed.

At first we thought she left it on some random shelf, cos I kept calling and it wasn't switched off yet. So we traced our steps like twice, but no avail. D:

But anyways, shopped! Got my shirt dress from Pull and Bear, the very one I saw a week ago when I was dead broke. And guess what, it's $20 cheaper!! (No, I don't sound like an auntie here)

One of the first few photos we took using Jolyn's phone. My nose bridge looks sharp here. Wow.

At Ion's toilet. Yes, we did camwhore there.

At Mos! Where she was yakking about that guy >:D

Jolyn: OMG so sinful. MMM SUPER NICE! (Repeat)

Realised her phone was missing at Hula & Co, and started the mad dash. Felt like some Amazing Race in Taka manzx -.- The mad search took about an hour, until the person who stole her phone finally figured out how to turn her phone off. Stupid noob, I hope the phone explodes in your face or something.

This girl couldn't remember my number (OMG?!), and I was already late in meeting my parents so I had to use lip balm to write on a tissue so she would be able to call me should she get lost. You'd better keep that tissue okay!

Dinner @ Dempseys!

Arrived at Dempseys at 8. Man, was it crowded. Saw this freaking HUGEASS fish at a pond.

It's larger than a piano bench -.-

Ate at some random Spanish restaurant. Ambiance was super nice.(Y) I was initially worried sick about Jolyn, cos I was afraid she's lose her way while getting from Ion to Wheelock. Her sms finally came in at 9.

Vegetable Tapas.

Meatball Tapas. I really don't know what meat they used! (In Cambodia: Whatever that tastes like a cross between chicken and pork is dog meat. Heh)

It looks like some evil octopus who's trying to crawl out here.

Seafood paella and meat paella. It was just ambrosial, certainly to die for! Do not be fooled by the small cast iron pot, one serving's really for 4 people.

Oh man :3

The brother and I! This fella was wandering around, inspecting the grounds and caught the eye of the Lady Boss, who gave him a complementary dessert. The plus points of being cute.

Coconut flan, with caramel. Tastes like the cute lollipop Junde gave!

Oh man, talk about sinful. I am determined to go running before I meet up with the girls tomorrow! Please don't let my lazy ass get the better of me.

Jolyn Ng! Let's go shopping again! Since part of the little time we had was ruined D: I'll try to get alkali for your eyes the next time we meet :)

During CCA showcase, nevermind that I look oh- so- tiko in Louisse's aviators.

In 2009, I..

-Had to run like a mad hound from class to class, making an occasional pit stop to my locker. And I always had to fight for seats with the Korean every English class.

Wrestling took place too.

-Had lesser time to slack or hang out.

-Explored the school (coughs)

-Started missing tie day, cos of the stupid new rule.

- Got heartbroken

- Walked around my area just to bury Samuel's gift

- Was blessed

Thank you (:

- Had gay classmates

- Did the Vermonster challenge. And lost by 4 seconds.

- Was surprised by the gang on my birthday :)

16 balloons!

And had B&J, when we were supposed to go to Chunk Fest.

-Participated in my first and last Racial Harmony day in BBSS

- Studied

HJ ruined my math papers.

- Lived on Eclipse mints during the exam period.

- Blew bubbles on the last day of O levels.

- Had awesome support.

Apple tea made with TLC :)

- Had prom

Tried to spot meteors, but saw a real drunkard up close for the first time. (F U I'M NOT DRUNK!)

- Went to Thailand

- Went to Cambodia

(Oh dear me!)

A picture paints a thousand words, so here's my essay :)

Well done, 4E3 :)

Things I promise myself in 2010

- Study hard, and be a full time nerd for these 2 years. Not to give up on myself but know that I'd be able to pull through with God :)

- Not to lose contact with those that I am close to and hold dear in my life! That's one thing that sucks about moving on to another chapter of life, drifting and having a new set of friends.

- Gym sessions with The Pillar every week!

- Pick up the piano again, for leisure! It's just so therapeutic. Played it after I got my results at Jerboo's house and felt so much better.

- A consistent spiritual walk with Him, to grow closer and not fall away. Nicholas, you have to help ensure that I'll adhere to this!

- Try to squeeze in Muaythai lessons :S

- Familiarise myself with Nic, my holga!

I'll need lots and lots of help this year!

Alright, went to CCA showcase just now. The Picnic Gang had their first meeting, and Keneth's phone has so much porn in it. Heh, kidding :D

And he still said: I don't watch porn using my phone!

Oh dear me, Keneth!

Xinping was so excited snapping pictures today that she kept wandering away. I really should spend more time with Nic, considering the fact that I haven't used him yet and he's still sitting on my desk in the box he came in.

Waited till 830ish for Mr Lee Weiting who had to invigilate for a test and was out most of the time tcsspmj-ing. Realised how much fun one could have sitting by the eco pond. Zhenlin, Joyce, Liying, Weiting and I headed to Macs after and had dinner like how we used to do after parade! Really enjoyed their company :) Weiting and Zhenlin had a winking duel, and on the bed.

Okay, I've been watching Idol Army and really melted after looking at their winks, but Weiting winked thrice at me just now. And each time, I almost died -.- It's just so wrong you know!!

Quotes Weiting: Jiejie bully me T^T Don't friend you le.

• Statistics from Norman: There are 30k slots in uni. 60k are currently studying in both JC and poly. JC kids will have a higher chance of entering uni.
• From Norman: PJC has alot of yin qi. LOL. This is just crap la.
• Food science can get very technical.
• I saw this dictionary of organic chemicals today, their structure and boiling points and other info. Pure madness-.-
• I am not a science student! But I'll have an advantage going into food science since my dad's in that line.
• Food science can be very mudane if you really don't have the passion.
• I mixed 7 chemicals in the lab today to get Strawberry Flavouring. Acetic acid's really pungent. I don't see myself doing lab work in future.
• You'll have to do titration 3 times a day for a week to get the results, and do a 4000 word essay on it in Uni.
• Food science is getting saturated. Sure, the industry's growing but it ain't growing that much. SP has 90 slots for this year's food science(it used to be 40 don't know how many years ago, according to my dad's colleague), with the other polys having food science/ nutrition, there are more students than the society needs.
• JC is 2 years of hard work, and is a great risk, since you're competeting against other giants (wait, I've already mentioned this)

The previous post was more cons of JC, now here are the cons of poly.

Day 3. Still lost.

JC

• Out of 800, 100 got retained in PJC last year.
• 90% were able to go to university
• 50% got requests for local Us
• 2 years of hell
• No guarantee you'd get your A level cert! It's do or die
• Tough competition, think of those people in IB and HCI/ RJC and draw the bell curve again
• Damnnn nice uniform (pjc!)
• I don't mind mugging
• I like what I'd be studying
• I don't mind doing social science as a career

Poly

• Food science has 90 slot for it's new batch this year
• 40 slots to university to poly
• Lazy to think of what to wear -.-
• Dad arranged for me to meet up with the head of Food Science later, who's in charge of this year's intake. Yes, I can so totally see where you want me to go, dad.
• It'd be super weird to have your dad as your mentor, you know?
• You'd surely get a diploma at the end of the day.
• I'll get a new laptop!
• More confident of excelling here, rather than being so uncertain in JC
• I don't mind doing food science as a career.

AND I AM STILL UNABLE TO MAKE UP MY MIND

Please, stop being such a bastard. Just because I care to tell you that JC would be the toughest 2 years of your life doesn't deserve a 'please don't speak as if you've gone through it before'. I've asked enough people to know that. I'm afraid that you'd just jump into it not knowing what's in store for you, that was the reason why I told you. I'm perfectly fine with you going to the same place as me so stop making it sound like I'm such an anal retentive person who is against everything you do.

I'll still thank God.

English- A2

Humanes- C6

Math- A2

Physics- B3

Chemistry- A2

Chinese- B3

L1R5- 18

L1B4- 12

Humanes was one big disappointment, and English too. Must have been my compo! Totally didn't fit into the conventional text types, so much for Hitler. Sigh.

Chemistry was a D7 in prelims, and Physics was a C5. Chemistry was 38.2% in CA2 in sec3 and Physics was 16.9%. Best prize man. Really, thank God that my hard work paid off for my sciences.

And, thank you Miss Tay for Math. If you didn't know, I'm just not mathematically inclined. I've never got a B3 before, and most of the time I was failing Math. Or it'd just be in the 50s region. But she was so encouraging, and I remembered how shocked I was when she told my dad she was sure I could get an A for my Os. I was super touched.

And before getting my results, I smsed her. She said: whatever it is, be proud of yourself. Cos I am proud of you.

I TOTALLY MELTED. )':

So now.. JC or Poly? I really don't know ):